Top of the Mountain

[picks up reborn and look at him]

where do you hide them? are you a magician?

[looks intrigued]

it's very interesting

[puts reborn back down]

you have a very cool special ability I suppose.

my only special ability the the ability to pick up on things by observing...

but I don't think I can pick up on your changing method

it's something only you can do I suppose

[nods nods]
That's a secret.
And it become my hobby too.

Fun hobby I suppose

hmmmmm you train people to be in the mafia and be mafia bosses right?
like that ummm Tuna guy...

[looks over at reborn]

is it fun?
you look like someone who enjoys what they do

[smirk]
I do enjoy everything happens here.
It's so much fun for me.

[smirk again]
Especially seeing Tsuna in trouble.

how mean...
but sounds fun.

[as long as one is not punished for being strong what ever happens to make them strong is ok... right?]

I think I want to go somewhere else now... but I'm not sure where

any suggestions?

[stares Kitten]
..Mm.. Saa na.
How about the Namimori High Rooftop?

hmmmm roof top??

ok, but... any reason?

[starts to walk off]

[smirk]
Because the view from there is nice!
I'll go there first then.

Ciao Ciao!

[jumps out to leave]

[leaves]

[enters]

Great did I make Sensei mad?

[sits on ground]

[goes up mountain]

[... This is my favorite place... should I be here]

[stares off over the town]

I... messed up... again

[see's Kurai near by]

...

[uh... the person who doesn't like me... what... do I do?]

[gets frustrated and bangs head into ground]

first Kitten hates me now Sensei!!

[starts too tear up]

Mission is the only thing I got now.

[hears Kurai]

... thats not true

[stares at Kurai]

I don't hate you... you must hate me... you didn't want me near you anymore.
I have no ill will towards you

[backs up a little more expecting rejection]

in the end no one ever wants me

[shakes head violently]

NO thats not true y-your like a brother...or a bestset friend.

I-I thought you hated me cause of the scars.

... why would I hate you because of scars?

when you said you were ugly because you were scarred I said I was uglier remember... if I hated you I'd be a hypocrite...

[pulls jacket to cover his left arm so Kurai can't see it]

I-I'll tell you a secret, you have more scars then me but they are much smaller then mine and even prettier looking I think...

I have a few small ones from fighting but I have 4 big ugly ones. your scars are nothing to mine, if I didn't like you because of them I'd absolutely hate myself.

{{btw he's wearing his jacket like Hibari right now and can't move his left arm... if you didn't read my room post}}

[tears up]

THAAAANK YOU!!

B-But I have to ask...would you hate me for loving a man?

[prepares too be struck]

...no

[tilts head]

because I have no preference anyway.

I've never loved anyone but I don't see the big deal about gender. In the end unless you want kids its all the same.

but... I've been told I'll probably end up with a guy... since I can't take any initiative

[attempts to smile jokingly]

so perhaps we are in the same boat

[puts right hand on Kurai's shoulder]

[smiles slightly]

You know the odd looking man with green hair....I think I like him.
He's so nice yet strong.

[gets depressed]

But he likes his Ryohei.

[tilts head]

then try wooing him. make him like you... as for how to do that I'm not sure.

but I hear he's a bit of a necrophiliac so maybe its a good thing...

uh but don't worry I will help you get him if I can ok?

[remembers]

also I almost forgot are you ok? is your stab would ok did you reopen it?

[winces remembering what he did after]

It's fine I-I'm just glad sensei didn't notice.

[notices his arm and grabs it]

What happened!?!?

[winces a little at arm being grabbed]

... n-nothing

[... he noticed? I thought a long sleeved shirt and jacket would color it but... maybe lack of movement is more noticeable then I thought...]

I-its just asleep that all I slept on it funny

{{it should be noted Kitten lying is a rare occurence}}

[glares hard and shoves up his own sleeve]

Don't lie too me, just tell me why?

[eyes soften]

...

[looks down]

... I thought you hated me because I did something bad. so I punished myself the way my parents punished me when I did bad things.

...now I can't move my left arm... but that should heal in a few days its always like this...

...I ran away to escape my families messed up methods but... I can't really run away from my family apparently

ah, but you don't have to worry this really is nothing, when my parents did it it was much worse... sometimes they did it to my legs so I couldn't walk, and then I'd have to keep training anyway, so this... is nothing... really

[... why did I just tell him that he doesn't have to hear me blabber about such nonsese... but he doesn't know this happens because of the scars right? I didn't give away my weakness... right?]

[looks absolutly pissed]

Listen too me what those sick freaks did is wrong.
When I was little I was a sex slave till Bel-Sama saved me.

[growls]

My body is torn my legs are almost completly covered
MY MISSION is too die.

[looks at Kitten sadly]

Sensei will never love I am not his type.
But you your not mafia you have a chance...please don't waste it.

...
thats why I ran away

[looks at Kurai]

I was born into Mafia... I ran away because of my older brother, but I have no intention of leaving I just wish to join a new mafia family...

...

[looks down]

if you die... I will be alone again... I thought you would be different from the others... was I wrong?

I'm always thrown away in the end... I guess I shouldn't be surprised

[looks back up]