Bel's Room

[is quiet]

Lussuria.....what would you do if I told you I had a daughter?

... I'd be confused but I wouldn't mind~!

... Because I'm pretty sure it's not mine~!

[chuckles lightly]

No....had as in past tense, I gave birth too her when I was 14
or Shouri did anyway.

[gets up and walks too a shelf and pulls out a picture]

She was born 2 months premature she didn't make it.


[shows Lussuria the picture of a tiny baby swaddled in a blue blanket.
the baby's blue eyes are barely opened and she is on a breathing moniter,
she has a slight fringe of black hair and light blue cat ears]

She died an hour later.....hahaha isn't funny?

...not really~!

[pulls Kurai into a hug]

I'm sorry that must have been hard for you~!

[laughs]

Her name was Aspyn, my father was please too hear she had died.

[clutches the picture tightly]

That ment I could get right back too work!!

[is smiling vaguely]

Lost my little girl.....I lost my angel.......oh she was beautiful,
I know you don't like girls but you woulda spoiled this one rotten.

[gets up and walks too the bed]

Sorry i woke you.

[starts going through a dresser next too the bed]

[looks at Kurai]

...

[unsure what to do just sits there]

[pulls out a blanket same blue blanket and walks over to Lussuria]

If you ever adopt or something.....give the child this.

[hands it too Lussuria]

I love you very much Sun Guardian and I would be honored if you kept this.

[kisses him deeply then walks over too the bed]

I'm sorry.....I'm tired I blew up one of the training grounds,
I'm gonna sleep for just a little while......zzzzzzzzzzz

[falls asleep snuggled in the blankets]

{{Gotta go be back at 10}}

[is still there]

[takes the blanket]

... Okay....

[ah... so you did push yourself to day]

[walks over to the bed and kisses him on the forehead and leaves]

sweet dreams~!
[I hope]

[about to leave]

oh hey mammon...have you... been here the whole time~?

yes....im such a fool....

It's ok~!

I'm not sure what happened but you can't be entirely to blame~!

[continues to leave]

I have to go do something now but if you want to later, we can talk~!
free of charge~!

bibi~!

[leaves]

[sighs]

thank you i need a friend....

[looks up blearily and turns over slightly and burrows back into the blankets]

Why is Daddy a fool?

I dunno maybe he feel's guilty for asking us?

....Does he like Taiki better?

I.....don't think so I'm too confused...I'm going back too bed.

I'm so confused.

[buries head in pillow trying too sleep again]

[gets up and leaves quietly]

[walks in grabbing a few knives and heads into the bathroom strips
and gets into the shower]

Just a little should do it.

[turns shower on slits wrist]

[enters]

Wait... Why am I here?

[heard a showering sound]

[hears the door and turns off the shower]

Just go away Squalo I know what I'm doing!!

[blinks]

E... Eto...

[blinks and sticks head out]

Tsuna?

Why are you here?

[blinks]

Ahh... ehh...

... I don't even know why I ended up here...

[sighs]

Bad timing kiddo I'm in the middle of killing myself.

[walks back into bathroom]

H... huh?

[is confused]

[talking from inside the bathroom]

Yup soon you'll have one less Varia too worry about.

[picks the knife back up]

Sorry I couldn't kill Byakuran for you though.

[surprised]

W... Wait... What are you doing?!

[tried to stop Bel]

[looks up shocked]

Well I already slit one wrist if I don't slit the other I won't die
quickly.

[quickly puts a towel on and sits on the rim of the tub]

Doing you a favor really.